He Sleeps, I Cry On My Side of the Bed

So last night I found myself unable to sleep for at least an hour after I laid down to go to bed. I was suddenly hit that time is flying by until this deployment if full fledged. When it hits you like that it's overwhelming to say the least. I don't want my hubby to go but obviously I know there is nothing I can do about that. The military has more say about his career than I do! Honestly sometimes a good cry does me well. I don't wake him, he's got other things on his mind but I know we'll face this one day at a time together no matter how far apart we are.